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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|03:05 am] |
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YOONA && KHUN HAVE TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE CHILDREN! these two are SOOO HOT...
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| THIS IS JULIE :) |
[Aug. 16th, 2009|11:30 pm] |
Haha Janelle and Angela
I told you he was mine...
<3 Julie
enough said..
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[Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:08 am] |
i bought coffee prince.
for $12. |
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[May. 25th, 2008|04:24 am] |
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I LOVE HER...yet dispise her at the same time. SHE SANG WITH KYU HYUN =\.i want to =\.
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| fruit salad...yummy yummy |
[May. 11th, 2008|12:52 am] |
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this is what every single person must learn...i learned it today: - when you make a comitment stick to it
- cookies let us down
- im not good with microphones if i go close they give too much feedback.
- mirzi has one weird working mind
- mirzi is a perv
- marielli is the craziest emo asian ever...b-b-b-burn...LOL
- marielli is the coolest inproverrrrr on the drums
- im full of sushi
- b-b-b-bURRNNN.
- being on stage with that spotlight on you scares you to the bone...BIG TIME
- singing O'Canada is scary.
- julie eats babies.
- jessie,mirzi,and mark are our groupies.
- people are mad.
- never turn up your bass in a rock song...it takes over.
- i feel bad for the people who worked very hard.
- we could have done better
- chestnuts enjoys lemonade.
- a lot of sushi get you very full
- SUSHI HAS RICE VINIGAR.
- im kinda mad.
- i refuse to sing the song feedback By Janet Jackson becuase i think that it the cause to my feedbacking problem on the mic.
- i think i want to stick to opera singing. i won't ever have to use a mic.
- filippinos really enjoy the magic mic....
- i don't like microphones.i really don't know how to use them
- B-B-B-BUUURRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
EAT THAT.... |
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| here u go again |
[May. 10th, 2008|11:27 pm] |
there you go have funn...LOL.=).....
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[Nov. 21st, 2007|02:44 am] |
OMG!!!
today in english class we finished Pride and Prejudice....the one with Kiera Knightley...[i think i spelled her name right] well... it was soooo gooodddd!!!
yay
execept the last part was a bit disterbing...
AHEMM...O DIVINE GODDESS[vanessa]
well....
ummm i just wanted to put a few
Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth dancing @ the Neitherfield ball
Mr.Darcy walking toward Elizabeth before proposal...
Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth
Elizabeth and Mr.Darcy
well thats all i have for now...
and to vanessa
HIS NOSE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE AN EMU/UGGS BOOT!
lol
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| what am i?? |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|02:46 am] |
ummm...
im confused...
what am i???
this is what i know vanessa,marielli etc will answer....
you're human
but im mean in society...
this is what vanessa and marielli will say
you're a student
but i mean..
i just made an agreement with dane that we would stop this stupid fight if....
he buys me everything i want when he comes in dec
does that make me the smartest person in the world...
or just a user...
well what ever the answer...
im happy...
[evil grin]
i did a load of nothing today...
went kickboxing...then swimming...and now my stupid leg is cramping...
i thought someone was doing voodoo on me
[possibly vanessa...and marielli...jks]
well i hope the cramping stops...
it really hurts...
well im starting to go on the azn facebook/myspace
friendster...
yeahh im becoming a foobbb
but i guess its because im planning to go to skool in the phillippines this comming June...
hehe
i know you're asking why...
but i just want to get a sense of a student's life in the phillippines is..
not like how my mom described it...
with the wipping and other stuffs...
well i have nothing more to write...
peace outt<3
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| psycho |
[Nov. 9th, 2007|12:59 pm] |
heyy guys...
im supposedly psycho...
not only did it take me about a min and a half to learn how to
FUCKING SPELL IT!!!
but guess who called me it...
DANE...
that retarded fucked up bitch...
who need the biggest slapping in the world...
he can go fuck all the bitches in the phillippines when he goes...
maybe catch aids...
[i know im gonna want to take this back in a few mins]
welll....
yeah
i may go hyper sometimes
and i may take some emo pic
but im only doing this for funn
he should know that??
well im done with my ranting...
peace outtt ppl
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| my heart |
[Nov. 3rd, 2007|01:26 am] |
my heart is like a file cabinet...
it has a bunch of folders in it...
these folders represent different things in my life...
such as: friends&family,school,the future, and personal matters
lets open the friends and family folder....
who's inside??
there's Janelle,Vanessa,Angela,Marielli,Zyrelle,Ivana,Alexandra,nicky,nix,anna banana,Sam,Roseann,kevin,daniel,eric,Ms.Soave,Ms.Tomlin,Mr.Van,Nika,Julie,Kimmiee,everyone
theres a folder for every person i encounter in my life...
when i choose to forget about one someone...
their folder goes to the back of the file cabinet...
i forget about the person until the slightest mention of that person...
thats what im not doing...
im doing this with dane...
i hope to erase him from the front of my folder...and gradually leave him in the dust @ the back of my file cabinet...
him comming in december will bring his folder back...NOT to the front...but maybe to the middle...
the middle is still enough to make me cry at the sight of him. but i don't think things will ever be the same...
well i guess i've explained my heart...
i guess i now understand how it works...
soo now...
can you figure out how you're heart works?? |
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| this is for you yes you...well you know who you are |
[Nov. 1st, 2007|02:24 am] |
i thought you trusted me??
i guess you don't so you don't love me and you don't trust me huh??
u know im talking to you....blaming me for shit i didn't do... how DARE you??
u don't have evidence to back up what you say...yet you go screaming @ me like you have the upper hand Well you know what... YOU DON'T...I DO!...I ALWAYZ COME OUT ON TOP... i told you when we were in the car...I ALWAYZ GET WHAT I WANT...WHEN I WANT IT... so basically if you need help interpreting this you don't have the balls in this relationship...its me...me me me me me
ME...its alwayz me im the one who gets blamed....im the one who gets hurt...im the one taking the break you called seriously...im the one lying to my family just for you...im the one who's bottled up with stress...im the one who feels used...im the one who's fucking suffering...ME ME ME! FUCK! why do you do this to me now you seem to be with a girl... i don't mind...i really don't...because we're on a break...we can do what ever we want right?? so go fuck the shit out of that girl for all i fucking care...go party with her...hang out @ the mall together...make out with her...do what you've alwayz wanted to do with me because you're free...SO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT WHILE YOU CAN...because when the 20th comes...and you continue to piss the shit out of me...believe me...YOUR DECEMBER WILL BE THE WORST DAYZ OF YOUR LIFE... -signed your loving babii ohh yeah... spell babi B-A-B-Y...don't use the way i taught you...okay...B-I-T-C-H? |
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| when history repeats itself |
[Oct. 30th, 2007|02:48 am] |
why?? why does this happen? why don't humans learn from their mistakes? is it because they're stubborn??? or is it just destiny for history to repeat itself? i keep asking myself these questions.With all the free time, and all the freedom i've had during this break i've realized HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF im scared... first its how i meet him again...after 3 long years i meet him again.we have trouble, and then i start talking to my ex from 3 years ago its playing out like it did 3 years ago... in a way i hate it...i have to go though this pain again...but i a way...its like GOD has given me another chance. Another chance to make my mistakes right... to see the real picture... im glad i went on this break... i guess GOD put this break in my destiny for a reason...he's given me a chance to breathe,a chance to redeem myself from all the stress thats been clouding the path i follow in life. A chance to see what all the work i've done during my years on earth[haha i don't want to say how old i am] so i thank you... i thank GOD and a special someone for giving me an opportunity to breathe, to be stress free... |
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| WAIT FOR YOU! |
[Oct. 27th, 2007|04:15 pm] |
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
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| so what did i do today??? |
[Oct. 26th, 2007|02:28 am] |
Hello!!!!!
im really bored...
i felt like posting an entry
so what did i today???
well here comes another infamous interview with the one and only ME!!!!
Bianca:Heyyy bianca how are you??
Bianca:My My My im doing well and yourself??
Bianca:im okay!
Bianca: well its an honour to interview you again
Bianca:and its an honour to have you interview me again
Bianca:well lets get this show on the road
Bianca:ummm sure!
Bianca:so how was your day?
Bianca:today was a good day i mean it was stress free and there were a lot of laughs...
Bianca: a lot of laughs??? how so??
Bianca:well we got in trouble in religion...well we got Alex in trouble...ohh and its we as in
vanessa and i.
Bianca:Ahhhh i c...the ulitmate troublemakers...
Bianca:yeahhh every teachers nightmare you could say...especailly when the teacher wants
you to finish a big project.
Bianca:haha i c...
Bianca: so what else did you do today???
Bianca:ummm i went to a friends house
Bianca:who's??
Bianca"Angela
Bianca:does she have livejournal???
Bianca:yuppp but she hardly writes anything
Bianca: hahah i see...so she's one of those girls..
Bianca:yeah you could say that
Bianca: so what did you do there??
Bianca:umm fool around...we were dancing around...and i was a foriegn exchange student
Bianca:weirdos
Bianca:yeah
Bianca: so what are you doing now?
Bianca: nothing much...
Bianca:well then i guess i have nothing further to ask
Bianca:hmmmm??? the interview is over???
Bianca:yeah???...i guess so..i mean thats all the questions i have
Bianca:Mann you suck
Bianca:heyy no i do not
Bianca:whatever
Bianca:fine
Bianca:Bye
Bianca:Bye
thus concludes the interview with the one and only me!
ta ta of now!
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| why does he know me soo well |
[Oct. 23rd, 2007|11:40 pm] |
he knows my favorite colour....
he knows my b-day,my number,my passwords,
my birthday, my mother, my cousins...[basically my whole family] my life goals, my post secondary plans, my dreams, my weaknesses....
he knows everything
he's my other half...my yang...the one who completes me
i guess you could say i know the same about him...
but the one thing i don't understand is his feelings...
how can you really say you love a person without knowing their feelings for you...
to know that someone completes you should bring you joy...but to know its him sometimes makes me ask GOD..
WHY??? why him??
of all people i could have been with why does it have to be him that completes me?...
i hate how he stole my heart once again..yes he did this before...when we first met...i was in grade 6...i was immature...[i guess you can say i still am]...but when i saw him i felt something in the pit of my stomach...
i ddn't understand what it was...so i forgot about it...
until he left...back to NC...
was when i realized that the feeling that was in the pit of my stomach was because i liked him...
once i realized this...i would occasionally talk to him online.
he told me he was going out with this girl...
this girl from CANADA.....
when i heard this...it kind of broke my heart...
the one i felt close to was gonna spill all his secrets to another person...another girl...and girl that wasn't me.
time goes by...and i managed to erase him from my memory....
but just this august i go with some aunties to a reunion down in NC...
i was happy at the thought of seeing him again....because i totally forgot about the hate and the pain he caused me 3yrs ago. when i saw him the feelings returned...the pit in the bottom of my stomach came back...
i was down there for 10 days and everyday i saw him...
we were inseperable...we were always together...
like 2 peas in a pod...we were close...
people started suspecting things...we turned all the suspicions down...
until one day on the 9th day of my holiday
he once again swept me off my feet
me once again made me feel special
he made me feel loved
he made me feel like i was whole
i won't say what he did but thats the day we started going out...
the next day...my last day was bitter sweet
i was comming back home to my friends and family
but the thought of not seeing him hurt...the thought of not being there when he got hurt, when he cried,when he laughed,when he sang...everything...the thought of not being there hurt me deeply...the thought of him being a lone hurt me...i want to be there of every breathing moment in his life...
we made it though one month...and im proud...
but then he told me how out of all the gf's that he's had...
He's never been able to see them when he wanted to...
because they were all
LONG DISTANCE
after he broke up with the girl that got in between us, he made a promise to himself that he would never again...
go on a long distance relationship....
he broke a promise to himself...
so he therfore feels like he can't keep a promise to another person...
and it truly hurts him...
but what he doesn't know is that it hurts me too
i guess if i were in his shoes i would understand better
thats why i agreed to this break...
he need to sort out everything...
i just want him to know one thing...
i'll be waiting for him on the other side...
with open arms...
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| Break |
[Oct. 22nd, 2007|04:00 am] |
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he calls for a break...
so im giving him a break...
so he can sort out his feelings for me..
mannnnnn!!!!!!
i need a break tooo...
all he's done is give me
STRESSSSSSSS
stress
stresss
stressssssss
OMG
STRESSSSS
and i think i have a crush on his friend...hehe
don't worry i'll be a good girl and behave myself..
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