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=D [Jul. 22nd, 2008|02:08 am]
i bought coffee prince.
for $12.
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=O [May. 25th, 2008|04:24 am]

I LOVE HER...yet dispise her at the same time. SHE SANG WITH KYU HYUN =\.i want to =\.



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fruit salad...yummy yummy [May. 11th, 2008|12:52 am]

this is what every single person must learn...i learned it today:

  • when you make a comitment stick to it
  • cookies let us down
  • im not good with microphones if i go close they give too much feedback.
  • mirzi has one weird working mind
  • mirzi is a perv
  • marielli is the craziest emo asian ever...b-b-b-burn...LOL
  • marielli is the coolest inproverrrrr on the drums
  • im full of sushi
  • b-b-b-bURRNNN.
  • being on stage with that spotlight on you scares you to the bone...BIG TIME
  • singing O'Canada is scary.
  • julie eats babies.
  • jessie,mirzi,and mark are our groupies.
  • people are mad.
  • never turn up your bass in a rock song...it takes over.
  • i feel bad for the people who worked very hard.
  • we could have done better
  • chestnuts enjoys lemonade.
  • a lot of sushi get you very full
  • SUSHI HAS RICE VINIGAR.
  • im kinda mad.
  • i refuse to sing the song feedback By Janet Jackson becuase i think that it the cause to my feedbacking problem on the mic.
  • i think i want to stick to opera singing. i won't ever have to use a mic.
  • filippinos really enjoy the magic mic....
  • i don't like microphones.i really don't know how to use them
  • B-B-B-BUUURRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

EAT THAT....

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here u go again [May. 10th, 2008|11:27 pm]
there you go  have funn...LOL.=).....

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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2007|02:44 am]
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[Current Mood | yay]

OMG!!!
today in english class we finished Pride and Prejudice....the one with Kiera Knightley...[i think i spelled her name right] well... it was soooo gooodddd!!!
yay
execept the last part was a bit disterbing...
AHEMM...O DIVINE GODDESS[vanessa]
well....
ummm i just wanted to put a few 
                                                      
                                                 Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth dancing @ the Neitherfield ball

                                               
                                                   Mr.Darcy walking toward Elizabeth before proposal...

                                                
                                                                              Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth

                                                
                                                                                Elizabeth and Mr.Darcy

well thats all i have for now...
and to vanessa
HIS NOSE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE AN EMU/UGGS BOOT!
lol
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what am i?? [Nov. 11th, 2007|02:46 am]
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[Current Location |the fridge]
[Current Mood | yummy]
[Current Music |crank that spiderman]

  ummm...
im confused...
what am i???

this is what i know vanessa,marielli etc will answer....
you're human

but im mean in society...

this is what vanessa and marielli will say
you're a student

but i mean..
i just made an agreement with dane that we would stop this stupid fight if....
he buys me everything i want when he comes in dec

does that make me the smartest person in the world...
or just a user...

well what ever the answer...
im happy...
[evil grin]

i did a load of nothing today...
went kickboxing...then swimming...and now my stupid leg is cramping...
i thought someone was doing voodoo on me
[possibly vanessa...and marielli...jks]

well i hope the cramping stops...
it really hurts...

well im starting to go on the azn facebook/myspace
friendster...
yeahh im becoming a foobbb

but i guess its because im planning to go to skool in the phillippines this comming June...
hehe

i know you're asking why...
but i just want to get a sense of a student's life in the phillippines is..
not like how my mom described it...
with the wipping and other stuffs...

well i have nothing more to write...

peace outt<3
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psycho [Nov. 9th, 2007|12:59 pm]
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[Current Location |mental instutute]
[Current Mood | psycho]
[Current Music |emo music]

heyy guys...
im supposedly psycho...
not only did it take me about a min and a half to learn how to
FUCKING SPELL IT!!!
but guess who called me it...

DANE...
that retarded fucked up bitch...
who need the biggest slapping in the world...

he can go fuck all the bitches in the phillippines when he goes...
maybe catch aids...
[i know im gonna want to take this back in a few mins]

welll....
yeah
i may go hyper sometimes
and i may take some emo pic
but im only doing this for funn

he should know that??

well im done with my ranting...

peace outtt ppl
 
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my heart [Nov. 3rd, 2007|01:26 am]
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[Current Location |the land of realization]
[Current Mood | relieved]
[Current Music |rihanna-please don't stop the music]

my heart is like a file cabinet...
it has a bunch of folders in it...
these folders represent different things in my life...
such as: friends&family,school,the future, and personal matters

lets open the friends and family folder....
who's inside??
there's Janelle,Vanessa,Angela,Marielli,Zyrelle,Ivana,Alexandra,nicky,nix,anna banana,Sam,Roseann,kevin,daniel,eric,Ms.Soave,Ms.Tomlin,Mr.Van,Nika,Julie,Kimmiee,everyone
theres a folder for every person i encounter in my life...

when i choose to forget about one someone...
their folder goes to the back of the file cabinet...
i forget about the person until the slightest mention of that person...

thats what im not doing...
im doing this with dane...
i hope to erase him from the front of my folder...and gradually leave him in the dust @ the back of my file cabinet...
him comming in december will bring his folder back...NOT to the front...but maybe to the middle...
the middle is still enough to make me cry at the sight of him. but i don't think things will ever be the same...

well i guess i've explained my heart...
i guess i now understand how it works...
soo now...
can you figure out how you're heart works??
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this is for you yes you...well you know who you are [Nov. 1st, 2007|02:24 am]
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[Current Location |nana nana nana land]
[Current Mood | stfu]
[Current Music |f.t.island-love sick]

i thought you trusted me??
i guess you don't

so you don't love me and you don't trust me huh??

u know im talking to you....blaming me for shit i didn't do...

how DARE you??
u don't have evidence to back up what you say...yet you go screaming @ me like you have the upper hand

Well you know what...

YOU DON'T...I DO!...I ALWAYZ COME OUT ON TOP...

i told you when we were in the car...I ALWAYZ GET WHAT I WANT...WHEN I WANT IT...

so basically if you need help interpreting this you don't have the balls in this relationship...its me...me me me me me
ME...its alwayz me

im the one who gets blamed....im the one who gets hurt...im the one taking the break you called seriously...im the one lying to my family just for you...im the one who's bottled up with stress...im the one who feels used...im the one who's fucking suffering...ME ME ME!

FUCK!

why do you do this to me

now you seem to be with a girl...

i don't mind...i really don't...because we're on a break...we can do what ever we want right?? so go fuck the shit out of that girl for all i fucking care...go party with her...hang out @ the mall together...make out with her...do what you've alwayz wanted to do with me because you're free...SO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT WHILE YOU CAN...because when the 20th comes...and you continue to piss the shit out of me...believe me...YOUR DECEMBER WILL BE THE WORST DAYZ OF YOUR LIFE...

-signed your loving babii

ohh yeah...

spell babi B-A-B-Y...don't use the way i taught you...okay...B-I-T-C-H?

 
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when history repeats itself [Oct. 30th, 2007|02:48 am]
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[Current Location |the land of la la]
[Current Mood | thankful]
[Current Music |when you're gone-Avril Lavigne]

 

why??

why does this happen? why don't humans learn from their mistakes? is it because they're stubborn??? or is it just destiny for history to repeat itself?

i keep asking myself these questions.With all the free time, and all the freedom i've had during this break i've realized

HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF

im scared...

first its how i meet him again...after 3 long years i meet him again.we have trouble, and then i start talking to my ex from 3 years ago

its playing out like it did 3 years ago...

in a way i hate it...i have to go though this pain again...but i a way...its like GOD has given me another chance. Another chance to make my mistakes right...

to see the real picture...

im glad i went on this break...

i guess GOD put this break in my destiny for a reason...he's given me a chance to breathe,a chance to redeem myself from all the stress thats been clouding the path i follow in life. A chance to see what all the work i've done during my years on earth[haha i don't want to say how old i am]

so i thank you...

i thank GOD and a special someone for giving me an opportunity to breathe, to be stress free...

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WAIT FOR YOU! [Oct. 27th, 2007|04:15 pm]
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[Current Location |sadness land]
[Current Mood | lonely]
[Current Music |wait for you-elliot yamin]

 
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back
through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …
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so what did i do today??? [Oct. 26th, 2007|02:28 am]
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[Current Location |myspace...literally my space...haha]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |when you're gone-Avril Lavigne]

Hello!!!!!
im really bored...
i felt like posting an entry
so what did i today???

well here comes another infamous interview with the one and only ME!!!!

Bianca:Heyyy bianca how are you??
Bianca:My My My im doing well and yourself??
Bianca:im okay!
Bianca: well its an honour to interview you again
Bianca:and its an honour to have you interview me again

Bianca:well lets get this show on the road
Bianca:ummm sure!

Bianca:so how was your day?
Bianca:today was a good day i mean it was stress free and there were a lot of laughs...
Bianca: a lot of laughs??? how so??
Bianca:well we got in trouble in religion...well we got Alex in trouble...ohh and its we as in
              vanessa and i.
Bianca:Ahhhh i c...the ulitmate troublemakers...
Bianca:yeahhh every teachers nightmare you could say...especailly when the teacher wants 
              you to finish a big project.
Bianca:haha i c...

Bianca: so what else did you do today???
Bianca:ummm i went to a friends house
Bianca:who's??
Bianca"Angela
Bianca:does she have livejournal???
Bianca:yuppp but she hardly writes anything
Bianca: hahah i see...so she's one of those girls..
Bianca:yeah you could say that
Bianca: so what did you do there??
Bianca:umm fool around...we were dancing around...and i was a foriegn exchange student
Bianca:weirdos
Bianca:yeah

Bianca: so what are you doing now?
Bianca: nothing much...
Bianca:well then i guess i have nothing further to ask
Bianca:hmmmm??? the interview is over???
Bianca:yeah???...i guess so..i mean thats all the questions i have
Bianca:Mann you suck
Bianca:heyy no i do not
Bianca:whatever
Bianca:fine
Bianca:Bye
Bianca:Bye

thus concludes the interview with the one and only me!
ta ta of now!

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why does he know me soo well [Oct. 23rd, 2007|11:40 pm]
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[Current Mood | amused]

 

he knows my favorite colour....
he knows my b-day,my number,my passwords,
my birthday, my mother, my cousins...[basically my whole family] my life goals, my post secondary plans, my dreams, my weaknesses....

he knows everything
he's my other half...my yang...the one who completes me

i guess you could say i know the same about him...
but the one thing i don't understand is his feelings...
how can you really say you love a person without knowing their feelings for you...

to know that someone completes you should bring you joy...but to know its him sometimes makes me ask GOD..
WHY??? why him??
of all people i could have been with why does it have to be him that completes me?...
i hate how he stole my heart once again..yes he did this before...when we first met...i was in grade 6...i was immature...[i guess you can say i still am]...but when i saw him i felt something in the pit of my stomach...
i ddn't understand what it was...so i forgot about it...
until he left...back to NC...
was when i realized that the feeling that was in the pit of my stomach was because i liked him...
once i realized this...i would occasionally talk to him online.
he told me he was going out with this girl...
this girl from CANADA.....
when i heard this...it kind of broke my heart...
the one i felt close to was gonna spill all his secrets to another person...another girl...and girl that wasn't me.

time goes by...and i managed to erase him from my memory....

but just this august i go with some aunties to a reunion down in NC...
i was happy at the thought of seeing him again....because i totally forgot about the hate and the pain he caused me 3yrs ago. when i saw him the feelings returned...the pit in the bottom of my stomach came back...

i was down there for 10 days and everyday i saw him...
we were inseperable...we were always together...
like 2 peas in a pod...we were close...
people started suspecting things...we turned all the suspicions down...
until one day on the 9th day of my holiday
he once again swept me off my feet 
me once again made me feel special
he made me feel loved
he made me feel like i was whole

i won't say what he did but thats the day we started going out...

the next day...my last day was bitter sweet
i was comming back home to my friends and family 
but the thought of not seeing him hurt...the thought of not being there when he got hurt, when he cried,when he laughed,when he sang...everything...the thought of not being there hurt me deeply...the thought of him being a lone hurt me...i want to be there of every breathing moment in his life...

we made it though one month...and im proud...
but then he told me how out of all the gf's that he's had...
He's never been able to see them when he wanted to...
because they were all
LONG DISTANCE
after he broke up with the girl that got in between us, he made a promise to himself that he would never again...
go on a long distance relationship....
he broke a promise to himself...
so he therfore feels like he can't keep a promise to another person...
and it truly hurts him...
but what he doesn't know is that it hurts me too
i guess if i were in his shoes i would understand better
thats why i agreed to this break...
he need to sort out everything...

i just want him to know one thing...
i'll be waiting for him on the other side...
with open arms...




 
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Break [Oct. 22nd, 2007|04:00 am]
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[Current Location |freedom land]
[Current Music |nana nana nana nana nana nana nana nana BATMANNNNN]

he calls for a break...
so im giving him a break...
so he can sort out his feelings for me..
mannnnnn!!!!!!
i need a break tooo...
all he's done is give me
STRESSSSSSSS
stress
stresss
stressssssss

OMG
STRESSSSS

and i think i have a crush on his friend...hehe
don't worry i'll be a good girl and behave myself..

later<3

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the cast of the drama of my life [Oct. 21st, 2007|01:36 am]
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[Current Location |la la land]
[Current Mood | sad]
[Current Music |f.t.island-meeting]

to the fabulous people in my life i'd like to

THANK YOU...

for everything...

everyone plays a role in the drama of my life...and here is the cast

Vanessa Mae(AKA-Mae,Vmae..etc..)

thank you for being there for me...your truly like a sister to me...i can share my pain with you...and the most random moments in my life happen when you are around...im the drama of my life you play one of the HEROS...yes you play a HERO...because i know i can depend on you...and you're always there to help me up when i fall...

thank you<3

My Boyfriend...(sorry can't name him...i bet ur dying to know)

i know we've only been together for a month and a half...(ahhh im going to beat that plastic bitch)...but in the drama of my life you are one of the BIGGEST HERO's...you're my prince...my knight in shining armour...AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT...i know we've been facing some problems...but its okay...IM WILLING TO WAIT...because YOU'RE WORTH WAITING FOR. You've been my bestfriend for 3 years now. we forgot about eachother but now its all good...i truly love you...

thank you...mwah<3

Zander Dane

OMG...the bestfriend that i've known the longest...i can tell you anything...and all you do is make fun of me....DANG...I HATE YOU...why are you in this...lol JUSS PLAYING...ur acctully one of the special persons in my life...your above all of these people...i just had to put Vmae at the beginning...because VMAE IS THE COOLEST...haha she's cooler than you!...HAHA...VMAE is like the female who's above all of these people...but YOU...as in you Mr.Zander Dane...we had some falling outs over the 3 years i've known you...but its okay...i guess that it made us into better friends...You truly are my bestfriend...i wish there wasn't a big distance in between us...that way we could chyl like everyday...but then you would get sick of me...wouldn't you???
haha NO YOU WOULD'T...YOU LOVE ME WAYYYY TO MUCH TO GET SICK OF ME THAT EASILY...I'D BE THE ONE WHO'D GET SICK OF YOU....haha well...alll in all....im glad to know you...your a special person in my life...don't ever want to loose you...

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Phu...

i know we've only met once...but i know i can truly call you a friend...i want to get to know you better...you sound so cute over the phone, and ur such a nice person to talk to.the way dane talks about you made me want to become friends with you...and dang ur body is FINE!!!!...thanks for all the advice...and thanks for keeping all my secrets...I Hope we get to chyl when i come back to NC nxt year(well hopefully i go nxt year) in my life drama you play the new person...the new person who will eventually become an important person as the drama goes on...

Thank you<3

kuya Chris

my brother...i can tell you anything and you would try to help me in anyway you can...when im stressed you take time to help me...when im happy your happy...we just the same...i can't explain it...you can tell when something is wrong with me when no one else can notice...you occasionaly make fun of me...but you know...making fun of eachother is makes a better brother sister relationship...in my life drama you play the my brother...(DUH)...lol...the brother i can confide in...the one i can ask about guy problems...the one i always turn to when someone beats me up...

Thank you

Salome

OMG...you don't have myspace...but its okay...i'll just let you hack my account and read this...you're my neice...which is really funny...because ur older...haha WEIRD family...well...your basically the same as chris...except...a girl..and i can tell you more than chris...you see more eye to eye...you can tell if there's something wrong with me...anfd you can figure out what the problem is...in the drama of my life you play My sister...my older sister...the one i can go to help for homework...and stuff...lol...

thank you...

Hazel and Queenie...

OMG...you guys are the hyper super OMG just there's no words to describe you 2....Hazel is like a 5 year old in a womans body....but it makes her, her...i love you for that...Queenie...your like one day older than me...sike..just because you're born on the 5th...but no Queenie and Hazel a party is not a party without you guys...in my life drama you guys play the TWIN COUSINS...the ones i chyl with and can talk about my social life with...

mwah mwah mwah to both of you<3

Kuya Shawn

Wow...Kuya we're really not that close are we...haha but i had to add you...i may not talk to as often as i do Chris because you're a working boy!...we never get to chyl a lot because of..WORK...lol...but in my life drama you play the cousin who i only get to see @ parties...

Thank you

Vanessa(my cousin) and Phillip...

i just had to put you two together...you guys are a perfect couple...you guys shouldn't care what anyone else says...as long as you love eachother you're sure to make it to the finish line...VANESSA i know that we don't get to see a lot of eachother especially because of work,and my aunties on my mommy's side...but i want you to know..that i don't only see you as Phillp's gf...i see you as a friend i can confide in, a friend i can talk to about all the events that happen @ school...i can talk to about other things other than Phillip and my mom side of the famliy...to PHILLIP...my uber asian wannabe cousin...[lol] mann i was soo happy to see you...i hadn't seen you for 2 years and here you some...all changed..and with facial hair...DANG...homie...you changed...haha...well in my life drama you guys play the the perfect couple that i want to be...i want to be able to love my partner as much as you guys love eachother...

Thank you!

Ivana/Unnie

my other sister...we've known eachother for 3 years now well almost 3 years...3years this october 31...haha we met though anime...and i thank anime for that...haha...well your like my sister...i can tell you anything...and i know you won't tell a soul...ur my gangster sister...haha well in the drama of my life you play the younger sister who comes to me for advice and i also go to for advice...a give give sisterly relationship...thanks UnNi3<3

kamsa hamnida

Angela

HEyyy Homeslice...we've been friends for a year now...but i put my trust into you during the first 2-3 months of our friendship...at first i thought you were a snobby girl...i guess i was wrong...you were one of the coolest people i met last year...you know my bf...you guys don't really get along..but its all good...you were one of the only people i called when i was NC...you have this mad scream that no one can mimmic but you...your unique...ur style ur ethnicity but its what makes you, you...im the drama of my life you play...the friend...who's there at school...the one i look forward to seeing and spilling all my secrets to...

Thank you!

Marielli...

my weirdo...heyyy backwards high five...i still can't belive you pulled my chair from under me...thats something that vanessa would do...NOT YOU! well marielli i know we've only known eachother for 1 year...i remember getting closer to you in Instumental class...and we became weirdos...haha well marielli even though i've only known you for a short period of time...i can truly call you a friend...and a weirdo...i trust you...in the drama of my life you play the weird friend...who's alwayz there for me...thank you weido...

BACKWARDS HIGH FIVE!

Alexandra(AKA-Alex,Kakashi,Unknown Glory, Baka kunoichi etc...)

the ultimate friend to get in trouble with...haha...getting in trouble in Mr.Van's class for comming up with the most stupid things in the world...Your the smartest person on this whole list...you'll become one of the most successfull people i know.i feed off your spirit of learning new things...You're one of the best fanfic writers i personaly know, one of the biggest anime freaks i know...and the only person i know with the craziest personality in the world...who sank atlantis???...the underwater taliban in the INDIAN OCEAN!...haha...well in the drama of my life you play the coo-coo friend...the person who's friends with everyone...the person who knows everyone...the weirdo...with the weirdest imagination...and the person i always get into trouble with...

thanks for teaching me alex!

dwight

my anime cousin...the one i got into deathnote and k-pop...haha im glad you can put up with my ranting and coo-coo ness...haha is that even a word...well thanks for always being there...i can truly trust you...in the story of my life you play the cousin i can realate to...the cousin...that can understand my love for something people see as nothing...but a stupid dream that i can never succeed at...i thank you for bringing back my love for anime and manga when your brother tried to wipe it our of my head...haha

thank you

well im soooo tired...

writing all of this was hard work...

i know there a people im forgetting so im going to write a spearate one for you guys when i get more energy...dang my eyes hurt from looking at the screen for so long...but to everyone starring the drama of my life...please

take a bow...you all deserve the applause...you deserve every last clap! thank you all...and good nite!

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comming clean [Oct. 20th, 2007|01:36 am]
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[Current Location |la la land]
[Current Mood | cheerful]
[Current Music |one republic-apologize]

lying...
its a horrible thing...it causes 
STRESS
its not healthy

so im comming clean
im done with crying
IM DONE!!!!!
and now i write this with no tissue in hand
and i can truly say that
 I LOVE YOU!!!! and im willing to wait for you!

when i called you that day...
and  
came clean 
it felt soo good...
i felt so Stress Free and i love it...

i've realized that comming clean was the best thing i ever did since we started this relationship...

so now i want to tell you that 
i truly love you and that im willing to wait for you to love me the same way even if it takes you a year, or three years...because you're worth waiting for
so now im commning clean 
and it feels so great!

Onigiri 
~9107~
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i've cried a bottle of tears [Oct. 16th, 2007|12:12 pm]
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[Current Location |notre dame]
[Current Mood | stressed]
[Current Music |plain white T's-hey there dililah]

I've cried a bottle of tears...
and it hurts!
my eyes are in pain...i haven't been able to sleep properly...
and YOU are the cause of this problem....

you tell me that your not in love with me...
but that you just love me...im sorry...thats not enough for me...
you tell me you truly love me as a friend...

yes we were best friends before we were together,
i enjoyed those times
but now i wish we were never best friends

as i told you before my mind and heart aren't connected
my mature mind would like to end this relationship, 
she's afraid of looking weak in your eyes, she wants to shun pain away.
she hates you.
but my heart loves you
but my heart is immature....
she falls for everything, she fell for you

now im in pain...
my eyes hurt, my nose is running
i've cried a bottle of tears

now what do i do...
do i end it with you?
NO...i refuse to
i will no longer run away from pain....
im sick of it.

so now im in pain
my eyes hurt, my nose is running 
and i've cried a bottle of tears




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i like orange banannas [Oct. 8th, 2007|11:21 am]
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[Current Location |candy land]
[Current Mood | creative]
[Current Music |George-talk to me]

 Helllo everyone...
i was bored and realized that i haven't posted an entry on livejournal in a while so yeah
well umm...i guess i should tell you whats been going on in my life...so ummm im going to interview myself

Bianca: hey how are you???
Bianca:i guess you could say im okay...
Bianca:whats with the guess??
Bianca:the guess is stress???
Bianca: well what ever the stress i hope it goes away
Bianca:thanks
Bianca:well lets get this interview started???
Bianca:i thought it already started??
Bianca:whatever....first question...
Bianca:okay

Bianca:how has school been?
Bianca:okay i guess, its been stressful at times because i have to get used to the history homework but
              all in all its been okay
Bianca:you think you'll be going to greece???
Bianca: i wish...no money!

Bianca:so how are your friends???
Bianca:I DON'T KNOW???
Bianca:how can you not know??
Bianca: people are in new relationships, there's new drama, etc, etc....i don't bother...even it if my flip blood rushes 
               when i hear about gossip...haha flilippino nature...i would describe everything like a Drama....like ummm...
               let me think....YOUNG and the RESTLESS!!!
Bianca:ewww young and the restless...who watches young and the restless???
Bianca:I DOO!!!!
Bianca what ever...

Bianca: next question
Bianca:Yeah next question
Bianca:.....(akward silence)....
Bianca:whats wrong???
Bianca:i don't have anymore questions....
Bianca:weirdo
Bianca:sorry
Bianca:so i guess our interview here is over....
Bianca: i guess soooo
Bianca:well...bye
Bianca:bye

and this concludes my interview with myself...the one and only me!
hahahahahahhaa
i have no life....
ohh well thats me....

thus no i conclude this entry....
ta ta for now!
-OniGiri06
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in america [Aug. 27th, 2007|01:55 pm]
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[Current Location |North Carolina...]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

yo homiezzzz
lmao!
im slowly pulling away from my asian style...and taking in the Southern!
woot!
lol
i hope this is temporary!
haha

and to vanessa....
i will take pics @ bojangles for you!

~.:OniGiri06:.~
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this is for everyone! [Aug. 18th, 2007|05:20 pm]
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[Current Location |somewhere over the rainbow]
[Current Mood | crazy]
[Current Music |Typhoon-So]

 
nana nana nana nana nana nana nana nana 
BATMAN!

HAHA IM REALLY BORED...
CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO AMERICA
YAY...

IM AM CURRENTLY HYPER ON KOREAN MUSIC!
YAY KOREAN MUSIC!!!! HERE IS A SUPER JUNIOR VID!

O I WROTE IN CAPS TO MAKE YOU THINK THIS WHOLE POST IS IMPORTANT...
HAHA SUCKERS...
I LEARNED THIS FROM vMaE~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

bye bye for now!
        
              Saranghae HeeBum<3
~.:OniGiri06:.~

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